geting very very VERY stress?

having my HEART beating fast (nervous?)... leading to gastric pain (as usual)... plus now.. a little breathless...

i think im getting alittle depression now... who know?

wants to cry... wish i could cry.... seriously... i think i will feel better after crying...

BUT... i jus cant get my tears out...

SH*T... how to get myself not to think about it/them....

wish i could solve them fast...

i think im TOO dilly dally...

CAN SOMEBODY PLEASE KILL ME!!!! (j.k)

for.***.sake!!!!!
{that's all folks}